surprises

my head seems like burning at the moment.
don't know what's going on.
er zit well iets speciaal tussen ons twee.
wat? dat kan k niet zeggen.
niet meer verliefd. nee. zeker niet.
m'enfin, iets speciaal...

speciaal...

that ain't gonna help me find meself.
plus, i got a mail today. that didn't help me either to find me way back.
wandering thru town i was feeling like the whole world was sad. and i didn't like it.
all those things to chear people up. must be something wrong somewhere.
whether in meself or outside meself.
am still searching. don't know how long it will take. don't even care 'bout it.
still.

iets speciaal...